De-Instinctive Works



Instinctively I reach
The lady shows me two dolls on the table.  She asks me which doll is the nice doll, so I point to the nice doll.  The lady asks me which doll is the bad doll, so I point to the other doll.  Then the lady asks me which doll is most like you...

Instinctively I reach for the first doll, but a storm begins to form in my head.  It changes the direction of my mind and then of my hand.  What is inside of that storm?  Here is what is inside of that storm.

Surprising White Anger whipping the distant spaces into an omni-darkness of Unnecessary White Anger rifled by flashes of Dangerous White Anger and soft booming sounds of My Own Fear. My Own Fear towers growing closer at the center and magnetizes far flung bits of My own exasperation back into My Own Kind fear.  And then, More White Anger-again, resting me suddenly done, saddened and brokened.
                                                February 1, 2009

~livicated to all these beautiful yut that don’t know their last name is european (and) but that doesn’t mean they are european.  -go on sister Bight.  u on the good path chicken.

Intellectual Warfare (fi Pa Carruthers)



I have a slavemaster in my head
I have a slavemaster in my head
this gringo tells me he controls my fate
this wasichu tells me where I come from
this Charlie(town) tells me he can help it, iNi can’t

when I put him in check
i get absurdly free
violently good
flying go
feeling lit.
& elder respecting
                                    April 25, 2009

When Children Ask



When Children Ask
when children ask
a black
             black
                       black question
   you are removing genuine pain
   you are obstructing body-entering cold
   you are holding up a three-storey-vast coloring book
        for them to color
   you are bending straight the roots of pre-beaten statistics
   you are quieting the best-sellers’ best sellings
   you are tracing the shape of a peaceful craft
        for more than one good hungry folk
in your answer
(so please, have an answer).
                                    September 9, 2009

AmericaValue



#AmericaValue
found two ancestors in my family tree
a slave named America
and a slave named Africa
(no joke)
the slave America the property of one man
was charged with manslaughter
of the other slave Africa the property of another man
he had stabbed him with iron or steel
and struck him in the breast and the head with a stick
its master was heard in its defense
and after 39 lashes
he was discharged
what did America do to get off?
It doesn’t make sense.
                      August 27, 2009

Airtkwayk


#66.6 Exajoules in Argentina
While babylon lockdown
de i ainshun mind n'body o'
jah jah-ask-mama
shift ova a few inches
tell dem
dem time
GROWING short.
                 March 9, 2010

There's A Ray


There’s A Ray
You perform
perform good song
(it is all we can do on this current planet)
Undim, your steady pre is old
but comes out watching, careful
your academy is told you
 by men
whom it is quiety and smally certain
you bear (you’ve born)

I guess I’ve just now to realize
  what an awe
  what a love
the unperformed womban [performance]
All y’alls.
~Livicated to all creatrix.
                                    March 20, 2010

Moika & the Elephant Path



I am moika
I am moika
My good spirit
Can not be stopped
Even when I am sick
And tired
My poetry
My realness
My curiousity
Won’t stop me from
Trying things out
And becoming the leader
My people need me to be.
                        Jan 2010

Makak Neonatal Imitation

...love the inter-webs.

Number of Brain States

"The brain is made up of one hundred billion nerve cells or "neurons" which is the basic structural and functional units of the nervous system. Each neuron makes something like a thousand to ten thousand contacts with other neurons and these points of contact are called synapses where exchange of information occurs.
   And based on this information, someone has calculated that the number of possible permutations and combination of brain activity, in other words the number of brain states, exceeds the number of elementary particles in the known universe."
~Vilayanur Ramachandran

Free and Happy

"Do any of you say that you and your family are free and happy, and what have you to do with the wretched slaves and other people? So can I say, for I enjoy as much freedom as any of you, if I am not quite as well off as the best of you. Look into our freedom and happiness, and see of what kind they are composed!!" 
~David Walker, Walker's Appeal, in Four Articles; Together with a Preamble, to the Colored Citizens of the World, but in Particular, and Very Expressly, to Those of the United States of America (Boston, Massachusetts, September 28, 1829).

Shorty Sang


…One day he needed twenty-five cents to buy his lunch.
“Just watch me get a quarter from the first white man I see,” he told me as I stood in the elevator that morning.
  A white man who worked in the building stepped into the elevator and waited to be lifted to his floor.  Shorty sang in a low mumble, smiling, rolling his eyes, looking at the white man roguishly.
   “I’m hungry, Mister White Man.  I need a quarter for lunch.”
  The white man ignored him. Shorty, his hands on the controls of the elevator, sang again:
   “I ain’t gonna move this damned old elevator till I get a quarter, Mister White Man.”
   “The hell with you, Shorty,” the white man said, ignoring him and chewing on his black cigar.
   “I’m hungry, Mister White Man.  I’m dying for a quarter,” Shorty sang, drooling, drawling, humming his words.
   “If you don’t take me to my floor, you will die,” the white man said, smiling a little for the first time.
   “But this black sonofabitch sure needs a quarter,” Shorty sang, grimacing, clowning, ignoring the white man’s threat.
   “Come on, you black bastard, I got to work,” the white man said, intrigued by the element of sadism involved, enjoying it.
   “It’ll cost you twenty-five cents, Mister White Man; just a quarter, just two bits,” Shorty moaned.
   There was silence.  Shorty threw the lever and the elevator went up and stopped about five feet shy of the floor upon which the white man worked.
   “Can’t go no more, Mister White Man, unless I get my quarter,” he said in a tone that sounded like crying.
   “what would you do for a quarter?” the white man asked, still gazing off.
   “I’ll do anything for a quarter,” Shorty sang.
   “What, for example?” the white man asked.
   Shorty giggled, swung around, bent over and poked out his broad, fleshy ass.
   “You can kick me for a quarter,” he sang, looking impishly at the white man out of the corners of his eyes.
   The white man laughed softly, jingled some coins in his pocket, took out one and thumped it to the floor.  Shorty stooped to pick it up and white man barred his teeth and swung his foot into Shorty’s rump with all the strength of his body.  Shorty let out a howling laugh that echoed up and down the elevator shaft.
   “Now, open this door, you goddamn black sonofabitch,” the white man said, smiling with tight lips.
   “Yeeeess, siiiiir,” Shorty sang; but first he picked up the quarter and put it into his mouth.  “This monkey’s got the peanuts,” he chortled.
He opened the door and the white man stepped out and looked back at Shorty as he went toward his office.
   “You’re all right, Shorty, you sonofabitch,” he said.
   “I know it!” Shorty screamed, then let his voice trail off in a gale of wild laughter.
   I witnessed this scene or its variant at least a score of times and I felt no anger or hatrd, only disgust and loathing.  Once I asked him:
   “How in God’s name can you do that?”
   “I needed a quarter and I got it,” he said soberly, proudly.
   “But a quarter can’t pay you for what he did to  you,” I said.
   “Listen, nigger,” he said to me, “my ass is tough and quarters is scarce.”
   I never discussed the subject with him after that.

~Richard Wright, Black Boy

A 1ne 2wo, A 1one 2wo.

"...tryna find our spot up on that light
light up in that spot
knowin' that we can rock
doin the hole-in-the-wall spot 
this shit here- must stop
like freeze,
we makin' the crowd move
but we not makin' no Gs

and that's a no-no."

~Andre

I'm A Don.

"...in ma own zone 
       in ma own dome 
           in ma mind 
                            iMMA DON."

~it's ME.  Makavelli.

Pits & Mires

"...mind is a pit of different information
microphone is on so i cause communication
bogle at the the party then you got the bogle-ation..."


"...we have no time to wallow in the mire."
(smile).
~Tribe

LAST TOURS OF THE YEAR - Hidden History of Black Boston Tours

WHO IS THIS SISTER? What fight did black Bostonians support her in (1897)?






















This Saturday: 10am or 2pm.
This Sunday: 10am or 2pm.
Last tours of the year (smile).
We leave from the corner of Warren St. / Walnut Ave.
Come join the discussion & liberation education.

Have you seen the Slave Quarters? What connects the Ikem or 'shield' dance to the lives that the African captives experienced there?


Where in Boston?  We will see this court house building on the tour that was surrounded by enormous chains to keep our Boston RACE MEN from breaking out a captured 'fugitive slave' (a brother) in 1851.
Where in Boston?




We will visit this "Negro Town" that was re-moved (2nd black community removal) to the South End. More, we will discuss modern versions of 'planned' removals.


COME FIND OUT ON THE TOUR.







What are the symbols on this jar?  What is in the Jar?  What does that have to do with African people and their experience in BEANTOWN?
Come.  Find out on the Hidden History of Black Boston Tours THIS WEEKEND. 

Where in Boston?  What and why are these Black Folks protesting?  Hint: Hollywood's first block buster was an epic in racist propaganda.
Come find out what is going on in OURSTORY.   THIS WEEKEND.



Who is this?  And Where in Boston?  Hint: she was named after the slaver she was transported on from the Gambia which landed in Boston nearabouts today's paifang (red arch) at the entrance to china town. Learn more with us Come.  Find out on the Hidden History of Black Boston Tours THIS WEEKEND.





Old Phyllis


"Old Phyllis, the slave 
Was of African birth, 
And she died long ago, long ago, 
And her last sad request, 
As she passed to her rest, 
Was lay me at old Massa's feet."



(uh huh.)